Friday, November 6, 2009

Frustrations

Since I paid for the publishing this week I am now in debt by $1,500. Not good when you are aiming to be a millionaire in the next 5 years... But on the upside, my book will be out soon, I have bought 2 websites, now just have to build them and I know I will have the money before it needs to be paid off my credit card, so I figure everything is still going ok.

I have made a few aprons and despite being unable to go to the markets this week, due to forgetting about an excursion for my daughters, I am trying desperately to get there next week.

I have been finding my husband’s work very frustrating as it has been severely limiting what I can do. With his shifts being all over the place and constantly changing, it’s hard to even organise a sitter for my children to enable me to do anything. Whilst I know some people do not have husbands to “rely on” (I am using that term VERY loosely!) I don’t know if it would be harder to have no one or have someone who makes it near impossible for you to do anything.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my husband, it’s his work that is irritating me. I guess it is a sign that markets and such are not what I will be able to do really. I am ok with that as my main aim is my websites and book.

I bounced a lot of ideas around with my sister in law for one of the websites I want to do. My problem is there are so many things I want to do, I can’t possibly do them all!